Sunday, June 22, 2008

TRUST?

The one thing i have learnt not to do is TRUST, i mean, i can trust God but not anyone else. Everyone i've ever trusted seems to have become incapable of living up to my expectations. Take for example WINSHIE (one of my psychotic friends that you would find out about later)
  • Turned all my friends against me
  • Became to emotionally attached to me
  • Spread rumours about me
  • Lied to the vice principal and most of the teachers in school that i was having sexual relationships with guys in school
  • Started appearing in my nightmares
  • Started stealing my property
  • Fell inlove with me

At the end of our long friendship, she gave me a rabbit and named it after both of us saying ''The day we stop being friends is the day it will die''. It finally died and then a pastor had to be brought to pray for me because her love for me had lead her to i quote,'spiritually tieng me' lol.

It's really freaky how your closest friend turns out to be your worst enemy or a psychotic possessd girl who wants you all to herself.

I don't care who the hell a person claims to be, i'm not going to put my trust in them. You could trust a preacher to draw you nearer to God but if both of you stand in the rain, you're still capable of getting struck of lightening and what's that going to be called 'an act of God'.

The only person or thing that i trust can keep my secrets is my diary, it hasn't got a mouth so it wouldn't be telling anyone anything. Human beings are ill, selfish and heartles creatures who can only think about themselves and their well being, if put in a position were they have to make a choice between u and their comfort, be sure that they would toss your feelings away, like a dirty hanky.

Though noone is worth being trusted, the worst people to trust are girls, like WINSHIE, every girl, gets jelous. Girls might pretend to be close but they always feel competitive, they either want what you have or don't want you to have it all all. Take for example, your girlfriend tells you that she doesn't like your hair. It's not that she doesn't like your hair, it's that she wishes she could pull it out of your scalp and glue it to hers.

If you ever want to have a girl as your friend, make sure she has some boyish features, or better yet make sure she's a tom boy.

3 comments:

theicequeen said...

before i go on to read..i feel you on the trust...:P i fink i even wrote a bout it..oya lemme go and read...

theicequeen said...

aaah...i totally feel you on this one..i was even planning a post dedicated to it..i'll get to it in time..Gurls can be such BINSHES!! kaiiii, i have so few friends that are girls, cuz with them everything is a competition, or they are hating on you for something so irellevant, it males your eyes water..and they can be so bloory petty..argh! i wonder how guys cope oh! all my chick friends are well, all five of them are..different?? :P

meanwhile..Thank God for dinally delivrin you from winshie oh, cuz all my sound arguements did not work

Mz. Dee said...

DANG!!!
this has just pushed me to go and do a post.. weird dat all 3 of u hv been finkin bout dis!!
Gurlz eh...may god sha help us!!